*** Undoing ***


Undoing

a book in the making

Undoing is a book of collected essays written in response to my video/performance The Undoing: Forgiveness. The book is not about changing people’s minds; it is about bringing attention to an open and ever-expanding dialogue about forgiveness, its various meanings, and its possibilities. 
The book is structured to reflect the randomness of life, the magic of starting a conversation with someone you don’t know, of learning something new from someone unexpected.
The Buddhist Teachers & Authors, an excerpt
Internal Knots

"The practice of mindfulness encourages us in the direction of recognizing a knot as it arises so that we can do the spiritual work of untying the knot. This is a skill that we can all learn so that we can release the fetters, untie the knots, and unbind ourselves before the knot can grow tighter and stronger."

Dr Larry Ward and Dr Peggy Rowe Ward
Senior dharma teachers in the tradition of Thich Nhat Hanh,
Authors of America’s Racial Karma, Making Friends with Time and Love’s Garden
The Materials Scientist, an excerpt
"We hurt, we feel resentment, we have all manner of pain and shame and anger. It sticks inside our hearts, and all we want to do is to transform it, to smooth out the stickiness, to weave silk instead of waxy twine. I watch the thread unravel, it unsticks my heart, there is a feeling of freedom, of release, of hope."

Jordana Blacksberg has a Ph.D. in Materials Science and Engineering from the University of California, Berkeley. She currently works in the space industry on instrumentation for the exploration of other planets in the solar system.
As the daughter of Holocaust Survivors, whose parents fought the Nazis as members of the only all Jewish partisan group, I was raised in a boiling soup of rage, grief, and understandably, the lack of any possibility of forgiveness.  

Still Looking for Essays

I am looking for essays from a school teacher, a retail worker, an economist, a graphic designer, woodworker, computer/internet/social media person, plumber, journalist, geographer, athlete, politician, record producer, actor…  Please contact me if you are interested in contributing.

Exhibitions, Publications, Screenings & Film Festival Awards
2019 - 2022
Solo Exhibitions

October - December 2022
The Politics of Color (solo exhibition), Show Gallery, Hollywood, CA, 2020
String Theory (solo exhibition), Herrett Center for Arts and Science, Jean B. King Gallery, College of Southern Idaho, 2020
String Theory (solo exhibition), Hardin Center for Cultural Arts, Gadsden, AL, 2019
String Theory (solo exhibition), Yellowstone Art Museum, Billings, MT, 2019

Selected Group Exhibitions

Kipaipai Group Exhibition at Melissa Morgan Fine Art, Palm Desert, June 2022
The Street & The Shop, NeueHouse in the Bradbury Building. Curated by Michael Slenske

Publications

Meet an Artist Monday; LAWeekly.com, by Shana Nys Dambrot, November 16, 2020
5 New Exhibitions to Check Out, Angeleno Magazine, by Claire Harper, October 2020

Screenings

The Undoing: Forgiveness screening at J Street National Conference in Washington, DC,
December 2-4, 2022

Film Festivals

Award Winner for best experimental film
London Indie Short Festival
Austin International Art Festival

Official Selection for best experimental film
The Impact DOCS Awards
LA Sun Film Festival
LA Independent Film Channel Festival
London New Wave Film Festival
Santa Barbara Film Awards
LA Indies
Toronto Film and Script Awards
Berlin International Art Film Festival
Toronto Indie Shorts
New York Independent Cinema Awards
SoCal Film Awards

Finalist for best experimental film
San Diego Shorts

Special Projects

The Deermaiden, premiere Maiden LA, online festival, 2020
Maiden LA, SOS.Siren, in collaboration with Snezana Petrovic. Online studio visits, panel discussions, 2020

Grants

Word is a program of American Jewish University’s Institute for Jewish Creativity.